This is is the kind of weather I relish. Low 70's, low humidity, ample sunshine, light breezes. Even though I've been fighting a cold for a week, the weather is enough to make me smile.
I haven't been working on art since I moved. I really don't feel that I'm settled enough. Although I am comfortable in my new home (and finally have my last two kitchen chairs), I'm not satisfied with arrangements of things. I still have a bunch of boxes to get rid of, and most of those boxes carry some form of art supply. If I'm really honest with myself, though, I don't really need ALL those supplies to create.
I really do have what I need already, in a tub specially designated.
So what is stopping me?
Personally I think it's sheer laziness. I'm making excuses because I am feeling guilty at not being productive. I was productive in my last place because there really wasn't that much else to do. I couldn't lounge on the couch like I've been doing because I had covered the couch with art supplies. I couldn't sit in one chair because it was covered with paper. Another chair was too uncomfortable. So I spent most of my time sitting upright at the worktable (that I left behind because I felt it was too rigid and big for the new place) and after a while just sitting there was boring (and uncomfortable). So I worked.
Now I have a couch that I won't allow myself to cover with stuff. And a comfy chair that will only hold a cat or myself or friends.
I've been telling myself that all will be well once I have a new worktable. But there's always the kitchen table. And if I have everything I truly need in one tub, what's the problem? I even have a vinyl tablecloth with which I can cover the damn table to protect it.
Excuses, excuses. Getting in the way.
I've got to get to work.
later,
lin
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